it will be with a few dozen pills. Or maybe a big big gun. But pills would be cleaner. I won't leave as much of a mess. OH, that's so like a woman and mother, not wanting to leave a mess, even when I decide to take my life.
I"m not dipressed, it's just that I'm watchin Kitchen Nightmares recap and they are all set in NY or NJ, therefore "take care of [somebody]" means to take care of them...maybe with concrete boots.
I'm not very inspired to write today. I can't even work on my resume. This was a tough week coming back after vacation and having to take my sister to school every morning by 8am when I was barely getting dressed at 8 am just 2 weeks ago. It's a little tiring. That's one of the reasons I need to leave UCLA because I'm overwhelmed with taking care of family and commuting and working. I need more time for myself, and for my family and to be able to dedicate time to work. I don't have that right now and I'm not sure how long I can continue to function at this level. I'm running at 3000 rpms.. All the time.
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