Under stress under duress under a mattress

Ricky just reminded me that it's been two months since I last wrote anything here.  I've been busy with work, and family, and trying to find a few minutes for myself.  

Somehow I've gone from one of the most stressful periods I've had recently to finding out time to read 3 different books at the same time, cook a little, go to the beach, and get my hair done.  But I think that's because I really needed to find time to do these things or I would have gone crazy.

Well, maybe I am going crazy.  I 've decided to see a therapist after the craziness of the last month or so.  I'm hoping she will be able to help me work through this mess.  Maybe it will just be good to walk away from work for an hour.

I'm looking forward to the end of the year...I am going to leave my job and it feels really good.  I would be a little sweeter if I hadn't given 6 months notice but it is a relief.  And I don't really have much planned for after I leave.  I'll probably take off a few months!  

So, maybe in a few months I'll update again.  Ya know, the whole reason I put this together was so I could have a convenient place to write shit.  But I keep forgetting. Oh well.